i really havent

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

magnetisation/form

so the method has to be autonomous

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

no i haven't really read anything

whats your name?

not their contents

no longer writing in the third person

Worse Lift

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

no like which do people call me

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i want to do that too

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.