yeah
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
so the method has to be autonomous
Lift Analysis
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
or never left
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
kind of mythopoesis
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
all that is to say
yeah
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
i have read not even 1 book
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
autonomy of learning
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.