but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

is this you as well

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i see a website

yes

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

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Thank you, Jack

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its performative

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

much more tactility

but i respect your search

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so an active mazelike process

all that is to say

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

really i want the internet

so at the end

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41