the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

IWGD

hiding from the rain

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Today I felt like starting

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Style

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

your feed looks like my tumblr

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

it is hopeful

thank you

yeah

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

ahnaf abrar

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

is this you as well

you cannot feed someone truth

which magnetises chains of pins

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

its good

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.