But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

fw

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

thank you

was it worth it

i have read not even 1 book

and the fake qualifier

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

feel you

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah

we can only engage in such a way

its good

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

you have a beautiful account btw