Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Better Lift

what do you think my name is

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

isaac newton

isaac

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

yeah

ion

no like which do people call me

is this you as well

plato

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

like magnets

magnetises a pin

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i have read not even 1 book

so an active mazelike process

so at the end

have you read

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate