After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i want to do that too

feel you

plato

is this you as well

autonomy of learning

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ahnaf abrar

abrar?

much more tactility

all that is to say

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

lol yea

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It Will Get Lighter

and the fake qualifier

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

hiding from the rain