Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

isaac

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

division of reality is straying away from it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

as in

abrar?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its performative

god being the centre magnet

which magnetises chains of pins

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

so the method has to be autonomous

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

is this you as well

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Today I felt like starting

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

barren land

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

idk

or never left