the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

your feed looks like my tumblr

we need to be deconstructing our identities

isaac

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i understand

thank you

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i love it here

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no like which do people call me

you cannot feed someone truth

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

feel you

so an active mazelike process

as in

not their contents

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

and the fake qualifier

like magnets

magnetises a pin

plato

propensity within someone

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

and the fake qualifier