so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

have you read

lol yea

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

It Will Get Lighter

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yes

and the fake qualifier

kind of mythopoesis

and the fake qualifier

i want to do that too

feel you

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

bro i read nothing in my life

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf abrar

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

sorry i am texting like a slav

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

god being the centre magnet

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