I am below everything.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

as in

magnetisation/form

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so at the end

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

division of reality is straying away from it

in a post. I want to be remembered

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

not their contents

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Worse Lift

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Style