ahnaf abrar

feel you

Slug

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

and the fake qualifier

was it worth it

is this you as well

have you read

A procession forms behind the French Raj and his fireworks bearer as they head out the door. I've lost my Korean colleague / fresh meat in the chaos. I'm sure he'll be able to fend for himself. They have mandatory military service in Korea.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

i dont understand magnetisation

Lift Analysis

your feed looks like my tumblr

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Worse Lift

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.


Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

ion

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

yeah

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


I Write Goodbye Letter

barren land

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

and the fake qualifier

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Style

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

...

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak