Picture

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


Today I felt like starting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

no longer writing in the third person

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

lol

feel you

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

no like which do people call me

ahnaf abrar

like first name

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17