think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

It Will Get Lighter

13, H, grate

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

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She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?


in a post. I want to be remembered

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?



And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.