or never left

i understand

i have read not even 1 book

really i want the internet

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

lol

Today I felt like starting

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

propensity within someone


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

division of reality is straying away from it

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

your feed looks like my tumblr

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

as in

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

no longer writing in the third person