think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

...

not so on: yvf(wthw)

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

bro i read nothing in my life

It Will Get Lighter

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They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

2 (actually index). two is company

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

this will be about a slug

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

feel you

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

autonomy of learning

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

IWGD

Picture

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

hello reader,

Thank you, Jack

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
"Put a blanket."