And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

I Write Goodbye Letter

December 2025

not so on: yvf(wthw)

...


i really havent

and the fake qualifier

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Slug


send link

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

was it worth it

wait what is that

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

bro i read nothing in my life

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i was tempted to lie about my name

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.