Today I felt like starting
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate,
but I can't
really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
,
I have nothing
to do, I'm watching
them, trying to
figure it out.
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully
and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
bro i read nothing in my life
Rain, starting
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
I Write Goodbye Letter
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more
personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more
romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
but really the thing should be autonomous
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others
suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected
confession – The girl saying “I think I might love
you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox
– Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken
apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution –
Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
