i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Thank you, Jack

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

but i respect your search

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree. 

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but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos