with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
hiding from the rain
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.ion
barren land
plato
its good short few pages
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so an active mazelike process
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
division of reality is straying away from it
yeah
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
sorry i am texting like a slav
all that is to say
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
have you read