theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

propensity within someone

which magnetises chains of pins

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

its good short few pages

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

magnetisation/form

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i dont understand magnetisation

its performative

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

whats your name?

is this you as well

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

much more tactility

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

we need to be deconstructing our identities