i really havent

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

was it worth it

feel you

It Will Get Lighter

the site i am dreaming

was it worth it

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

wait what is that

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

is this you as well

barren land

we need to be deconstructing our identities

and the fake qualifier

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i dont understand magnetisation

plato

thank you

bro i read nothing in my life

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

no longer writing in the third person

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

yeah