i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

this will be about a slug

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

It Will Get Lighter

have you read

Worse Lift

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

hiding from the rain

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its performative

December 2025

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

division of reality is straying away from it

isaac

idk

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

IWGD

i really havent

we want to live the knowledge too live the content