it is hopeful

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i see a website

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

ion

i was tempted to lie about my name

so the method has to be autonomous

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

isaac newton

i understand

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

sorry i am texting like a slav

not their contents

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

plato

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

...

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

...