i really havent

It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Today I felt like starting

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch


I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

in a post. I want to be remembered

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i want to do that too

thank you


Lift Analysis

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Better Lift


really i want the internet

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so at the end

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

feel you

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i dont understand magnetisation

i have read not even 1 book