Today I felt like starting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
no longer writing in the third person
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
I am below everything.
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
that looks like my instagram account
is everyoneback on tumblr now
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
so the method has to be autonomous
ahnaf abrar
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models