Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Thank you, Jack
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
magnetisation/form
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
but really the thing should be autonomous
no longer writing in the third person
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
which magnetises chains of pins
you have a beautiful account btw
"Put a blanket."
thank you
yeah
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.