what do you mean

yeah

all that is to say

magnetisation/form

not their contents

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

as in

you cannot feed someone truth

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

propensity within someone

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

division of reality is straying away from it

is everyoneback on tumblr now

fw

ion

we can only engage in such a way

or never left

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

sorry i am texting like a slav

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

was it worth it

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

"Put a blanket."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i have read not even 1 book

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.