Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl


no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Rain, starting

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

so the method has to be autonomous

what do you mean

its good

"No, it'll get cold!" "Put a tut ahh put a-"

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

all that is to say

sorry i am texting like a slav

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

abrar?


i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.


as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models


propensity within someone