I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

have you read

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so the method has to be autonomous

hiding from the rain

like first name

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

propensity within someone

ahnaf abrar

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

not their contents

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

whats your name?

as in

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

all that is to say

plato

its good

its performative

its good short few pages