It Will Get Lighter

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

was it worth it

It Will Get Lighter

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

i really havent

no i haven't really read anything

wait what is that

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

we can only engage in such a way

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

have you read

magnetisation/form

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

propensity within someone



its good

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue