i understand

13, H, grate

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

it is hopeful


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

currently


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

It Will Get Lighter

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

god being the centre magnet

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Rain, starting

ahnaf abrar

Today I felt like starting


i really havent

hiding from the rain

i was tempted to lie about my name

no like which do people call me

bro i read nothing in my life

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

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