think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
you cannot feed someone truth
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
as in
it is hopeful
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i love it here
propensity within someone
i was tempted to lie about my name
abrar?
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
so the method has to be autonomous
your feed looks like my tumblr
that looks like my instagram account