was it worth it

i have read not even 1 book

It Will Get Lighter

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

but really the thing should be autonomous

i want to do that too

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

that looks like my instagram account

hello reader,

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Lift Analysis

or never left

Thank you, Jack

not so on: yvf(wthw)

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

lol yea