They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

its good

all that is to say

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

not their contents

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so the method has to be autonomous

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

as in

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

division of reality is straying away from it

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

its performative

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

the site i am dreaming

December 2025

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

this will be about a slug

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

propensity within someone

we can only engage in such a way

magnetisation/form

wait what is that

is this you as well

Thank you, Jack

what do you mean

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt