I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

ion

you have a beautiful account btw

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so the method has to be autonomous

isaac newton

but really the thing should be autonomous

the site i am dreaming

much more tactility

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

...

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

no i haven't really read anything


so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

we want to live the knowledge too live the content


Rain, starting

yes