i really havent

bro i read nothing in my life


we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you think my name is

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

It Will Get Lighter

feel you

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

ahnaf abrar

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

hello reader,

Pimlico Rats

so at the end


yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

but really the thing should be autonomous

i was tempted to lie about my name

not so on: yvf(wthw)

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

abrar?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thank you, Jack