theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

I Write Goodbye Letter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

its good

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

13, H, grate

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

barren land

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

thank you