i am quite illiterate on producing technology
sorry i am texting like a slav
what do you think my name is
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
we need to be deconstructing our identities
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
i was tempted to lie about my name
as in
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
ahnaf abrar
propensity within someone
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
you cannot feed someone truth
was it worth it
but really the thing should be autonomous
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
so the method has to be autonomous
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
Lift Analysis
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.