Thank you, Jack

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

is this you as well

yeah

feel you

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

so the method has to be autonomous

i have read not even 1 book

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

we need to be deconstructing our identities

was it worth it


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

It Will Get Lighter

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Better Lift

"Put a blanket."

Rain, starting


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the site i am dreaming

really i want the internet

like first name

autonomy of learning

i really havent