I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
hiding from the rain
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
much more tactility
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
sorry i am texting like a slav
barren land
its performative
so the method has to be autonomous
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
so an active mazelike process
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
lol
fw
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
you cannot feed someone truth