And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.as in
fw
so an active mazelike process
so at the end
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
not their contents
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate