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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

so an active mazelike process

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

division of reality is straying away from it

its good

idk

is this you as well

and the fake qualifier


December 2025

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

this will be about a slug

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

bro i read nothing in my life

was it worth it

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

plato

It Will Get Lighter

all that is to say

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos