i really havent

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

idk

i dont understand magnetisation

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

feel you

yeah

ahnaf abrar

so at the end

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so an active mazelike process

have you read

we need to be deconstructing our identities

its good

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

like first name

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

plato

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

whats your name?

ion

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

currently

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Today I felt like starting

13, H, grate

Better Lift

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it