as in

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I am below everything.

"Put a blanket."

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Rain, starting

Better Lift

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

no longer writing in the third person

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


hiding from the rain

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

yeah

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

not their contents

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

you have a beautiful account btw

that looks like my instagram account

barren land

i want to do that too