and the fake qualifier

much more tactility

we can only engage in such a way

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

all that is to say

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

division of reality is straying away from it

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

autonomy of learning

propensity within someone

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

feel you

its good short few pages

no i haven't really read anything

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

ahnaf abrar

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i love it here

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

ion

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Style

i was tempted to lie about my name

is this you as well