December 2025

i have read not even 1 book

what do you think my name is

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i see a website

division of reality is straying away from it

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

as in

propensity within someone

so an active mazelike process

idk

we can only engage in such a way

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

that looks like my instagram account

Rain, starting

your feed looks like my tumblr

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

kind of mythopoesis

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

but really the thing should be autonomous

Lift Analysis