"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Better Lift
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Thank you, Jack
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
in a post. I want to be remembered
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox."No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
...
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
wait what is that
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
it is hopeful
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.