I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

autonomy of learning

we can only engage in such a way

so the method has to be autonomous

so at the end

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Better Lift

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

idk

sorry i am texting like a slav

what do you mean

that looks like my instagram account

is everyoneback on tumblr now

Thank you, Jack

It Will Get Lighter

i see a website

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

1

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

It Will Get Lighter

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."