I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

It Will Get Lighter

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

currently

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

all that is to say

its performative

lol yea

we can only engage in such a way

propensity within someone

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

plato

plato

feel you

you cannot feed someone truth

was it worth it